Sense of Loss

It's been 6 days since you moved to stay in a more beautiful place. Not a day passed without all of us thinking about you.

Today is a pretty special day because for the first time in our lives, I went to church with Daddy & Mummy and you know who else? Ur Ah Gor and Angie. Isn't that special? I know you will find it just as special and sweet. We sang quite a few meaningful and touching hymns today. The hymns spoke to my heart especially this song that is titled "Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus".

Ah Gor and I prepared ourselves with some sweets in case we were feeling sleepy during the sermon but we didn't need it. Pastor Jeremy delivered a very touching sermon today. He touched on Acts Chapter 27. The gist of the sermon is that God never promised us a smooth journey even though we may be Christians. God never promised us that life will be a bed of roses. In fact, he said that there will be many trials and tribulations but with faith, God will see us through.

How very true this is. You know, God spoke to me today and touched my heart. In fact, I wanna thank you coz it's through you that I started praying and remembering God again. It is through your strong faith in God that I got inspired.

You know, I see a change in your Ah Gor. He is really excited about this baby and he is even persuading Er Jie and I to also have 1. He said we will not regret and will be just as excited as he is. I think you will also be laughing when you hear him say that. Angie has been coming to our house or meeting us for dinner these few days and it feels weird to see Ah Gor being so attentive and so lovey dovey with Angie. The things he says send shivers down my spine. Hee... I know you are gonna say I'm very bad but it's the truth. Well I must add that it is a consolation he isn't like Daddy so unromantic.

Things are also going pretty well for Daddy & Mummy. I hope they will continue to be better and grow stronger together as the days go by. Hopefully they will have a really special time for their 35th year anniversary this year. I will be gathering all of us to discuss what special plans we can do for both of them. Don't forget to give me some ideas too!!!

Oh image, I forgot to tell you that I spotted some new Kukumalu items. I bought myself 2 pencils (different colors) and a retractable eraser with refills. Will be thinking of you each time I use them.

I love you and miss you so much, Image. Don't worry ok, I will keep my letters going with news and stories. Take care and be happy always too. I will and whatever difficulties I encounter, I will remember your Smile song. That's for teaching me this song.

Loving You Always,

Feifei